in general

 I realized that I haven't been writing in this blog much. But not because I haven't been dreaming, it's that my dreams have been pretty bland and unmemorable. Mainly, I have been dreaming about places I have been in other dreams. The situations aren't as involved as my previous ones. I keep dreaming about an apartment complex. each time i dream about it, we have just moved in. We find problems around the home like leaking or crumbling and other minor and major things. The landlord in these dreams always fixes them or moves us to a different apartment. I do know we get settled in this complex, i have had that dream years ago. Now my dreams seem to be including the missing parts, or filler of my dreams. It's strange how my dreams seem to be another life of mine that are never in order. And it's not just one dream life, but many....

The mall

i have had many dreams now that involve a mall. the setting is always post apocalyptic. this mall is huge. one thing to note, is that this mall has things attached that usually don't go in a mall. first is a hospital. yes, a 4 story tall hospital attached to one side of the mall, next is a greyhound type bus terminal, located at the other end of the mall. in the middle of this mall is an extremely large rest/garden area with a large elevator in the center. i have had dreams here where i am late for work at a movie store. i have had dreams of applying for a clothes store job. I've dreamt of being unable to find my mom anywhere in the mall. and I've dreamt of being in a bathroom and over hearing girls talk about some guy like he was rancid meat. i've even dreamt of walking home after working there. don't know what it means to dream of this place so often...